it was an alias for love	det var ett alias för kärlek
now it is just a bunch of letters	nu är det bara en bunt bokstäver
a word	ett ord
a name	ett namn
or something like it	eller något liknande
no regrets
no denyings
but still a big void in my mind
and my heart is no longer present
for the feelings i had
are all gone
and it aches
i no longer feel like i did yesterday
it changes
everything changes
nothing remains the same
no regrets
just deny
the feeling
it is no longer present
but it is
/ josef 2003-1124-09.51